Last week, when I said "bring it on Empress!", wo-man, I sure meant it!
And seriously, it seemed all too familiar ("like old times" you might say), that as soon as I schedule time aside to focus on something I really want...to really commit...something happens! My Week 2 started out just this way. An unexpected visitor dropped by just long enough to suck up the entire time of the weekly MKE webinar. Though I can watch the replay, and did, it wasn't the same as "being there". And I've spent the last 4 days playing catch up. But do you remember in my post from Week 1, taking from Lesson 1 Part 8, that "the outside reflects the inside"? So could this unexpected visitor be my usual way of distracting myself from my goals, my intentions...from my success in life?
Dang, those last 5 words...from my success in life...feel like they're hitting me like a ton of bricks right now.
This week I've noticed that I've been really "spaced out". When I start out with the intention to do something, next thing I realize it's minutes later and I hadn't moved an inch. Even more interesting is that I'm not even able to "watch" my thoughts when this is happening; it's almost as if my mind is completely blank. If you were to ask me what thoughts went through my mind as I noticed that I had spaced out, I couldn't even tell you. Could this be my way of resisting...in a MAJOR way... the success I'm seeking for myself? Or could this be me moving out of my own way; shutting off the conscious part of my mind, to access whatever more there is? One thing for sure, I'm not losing my mind; something is happening and I want to think that it's something good!
My dream I had:
On Tuesday morning I awoke very early, remembering clearly the dream I was having: My (Emperor) husband and I were traveling and as usual he was the driver. I really wanted to stop for something (?) but he insisted that we had to keep going. It was raining and very foggy. I remember getting upset within myself. I felt like I was going to burst with emotions, like if I had gone another step further I would have suffocated within myself. And almost as if he knew, he stopped and I got out of the car. I yelled out, not in anger but more pleadingly "I just wanna be true to myself!" I awoke then, feeling such an emptiness within. And telling myself, "it's gonna be okay Empress!" I took a deep breath and knew it was true.
"I always keep my promises"
I am Empress Judith Smith, the conscious wealth creator. Through a generous scholarship into the MKE Master Mind Alliance course, I'm tapping into my Superpower - my subconscious mind - to create the life worthy of my dreams.
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